Okay come on now
Yes we all know by now that psychiatrists all say different things
and remember I have seen 10…firing them off at my own volition until I have found one worth the ugly couch you sit upon.
don’t you love the ones that have chairs…
it’s so different so inspired so fresh and unpsychoanalytic
and I love how they say with a self satisified smile
“oh sit wherever you like!”
all like “Look how cool and relaxed and in touch I am”
whatever
psychiatrists make us crazy
but what is also so dementingly infuriating is how one Pdoc contradicts himself
ugh
others have done this
and my current one does this
and when I call him out he makes shit up and covers himself with stuff like…
“well I said that because X Y or Z was happening”
and I’m like “No it wasn’t you said this…”
and on and on
and it’s totally fucking pointless
because we all know
i’m crazy
and he’s the doc
we could just check the notes and see what was said….
OH YEAH HE WROTE THEM WITHOUT MY INPUT
but anyway he contradicts himself on stuff like…
what my long term med should be…
which med is more damaging for my liver
thyroid
kidneys
etc etc etc
ya know
important shit like that
and I’m like
W T F M F !!!!!!!!
because all of these things are important.
we’re talking about the longterm health of our ENTIRE bodies
and I don’t know about you all
but I want to make it all the way to the end of this crazy beautiful life!
I know
I’m weird like that
and these meds are serious
and we are faced with decisions all of the time
and it would BE NICE to have A DOCTOR
help us out.
I will say though That I Like this Pdoc
I do
Yeah he’s got a power trip thing
and he does this contradicting himself thing
but I like his approach to meds
he gives me the meds I want and know I need
he says deep shit
he’s got a lot of experience with Bipolars
and he’s fucking smart
and that matters to me
so ya know
Nothing is perfect
I just hope my liver is actually okay
that silly SOB
Peace Love and those FUCKING Pdocs
I need to change my pdoc. She always asks me what meds I think I should take and if she is uncertain of my choice she just piles on the old ones I’m using and hopes for the best. This is my first one but God I really don’t want to have to hunt down another one.
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It is so obnoxious trying to find any Pdoc let alone a good one. bleh
Like they advise with jobs its probably good to always be on the look out for something better….I guess.
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I did CBT for a while and found the smugness of the therapist really irritating. He double booked my first appointment and laughed about it then chose the other person waiting instead of me. I was spiking with anxiety at the time and had been up on one for about 2 weeks. It took all of my energy to get there as it was in the centre of town. I almost wanted to strangle him.
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OMG! Your therapist literally rejected you!
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Yes and he did it with a smile!
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That is just absurd. Did you do a second date with him?
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I did and it took all my energy to go back. I did two sessions with him and then I realised that things were only getting worse for me. Hey, how’s it going Claya?
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I have a superior liver practice from Edgar Cayce readings (holistic from the 1940’s way before 70’s health craze) here’s what you do, buy a square flannel cloth about size of a manila envelope. Saturate with castor oil and put it on your upper right side of abdomen. Then take a heating pad and put on high or medium and lay down or put it on while you write with an elastic belt. This brings oxygen to the area. You’ll see when you take it off your liver is red. The toxins are flushed out without your liver having to metabolize some sort of chemical or flush. This takes a load off the liver, colon and pancreas. After 25 years of many psych and tardive dyskinesia meds, my LFT’s are normal and immune system totally robust.
Allison Strong
check out the Association for Research and Enlightenment in Virginia Beach for more interesting health readings by Edgar Cayce. Mom cured self of rheumatoid arthritis with his diet and castor oil pack. It’s gross but totally worth it.
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