Here is what happens to me I want so much to read all of your blogs and I want to write mine and I want to look at my Twitter and it’s all Bipolar and I get to thinking about Bipolar and before I know it I’m reliving my Bipolar I find myself slipping and…
maybe it is like pressing on a knot in your back it hurts like hell but you crave it again this may just be me HA and you’ll all be like shit this girl is crazier than I thought but now that i think about it i think it may go hand in hand with…
I don’t actually know this time if anyone else has ever had this feeling the feeling of actually longing for the depression sometimes…. it is not real obviously because when it comes it is horrible and those previous longings seem foreign and ludicrous i remember having this feeling a long time ago wondering why in…
HA. I’m not a pro. Just trying to have a “catchy” title. Are you expecting a sarcasticky satirical piece about how obnoxious helpful advice is? Well I hate to throw you all off (actually I think that’s fun HA) but this is actually going to be helpful advice. I know that some of you may…
depression is not sad depression is not just a stream of negative thoughts depression is not just waging a battle against the destructive thought intrusions and voices. Imagine your heart is a ball of light… now imagine a hideous black Voldemortesque snake wrapping itself around your heart… demonically hissing around and around squeezing tight getting…
. . We Bipolar moms have a special problem We feel gagged like we can’t say it we can’t say how we really feel because the judgement we face is excruciating there is NOTHING like being told that you don’t love your kids . Am I right? . Nothing . Especially for those of…
. . There is a thing that comes for us Here it comes you know what I mean you buzz for a few days you pause and wonder you think hmmm is there a down coming? but no everything is fine but then you feel it like a snake slithering up behind you and sliding…
. . this is another blast from my past for your enjoyment. I wrote this about 5 years ago nightmare nightmare nightmare. i wish it would all just go away. i am so tired of all the crap. of feeling like crap all the time. of trying and trying and grasping and grasping for some…
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Research says that. I was just minding my business yesterday when these articles hopped in my path. “Depressed People May Hold on to The Blues” is the title of this article. “Choosing Sadness: The Irony of Depression” is this one. I am dead serious. And if you do…
. . . Fighting illness…… a friend died of cancer… quick painful very bad not close in the way that I was privy to the inner going ons of everything…. but I knew she suffered greatly some days better then worse some days left the house some days just cried some days praying for…
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