Here is what happens to me I want so much to read all of your blogs and I want to write mine and I want to look at my Twitter and it’s all Bipolar and I get to thinking about Bipolar and before I know it I’m reliving my Bipolar I find myself slipping and…
We’ve all done it We all know it We’ve all been there We all hold something maybe a bunch of somethings head hanging head shaking OhMyGoding WhatTheFucking the Shame that is like an actual physical creature the Shame that is like acid burning you up inside making you want to break glass windows Shame…
maybe it is like pressing on a knot in your back it hurts like hell but you crave it again this may just be me HA and you’ll all be like shit this girl is crazier than I thought but now that i think about it i think it may go hand in hand with…
HA. I’m not a pro. Just trying to have a “catchy” title. Are you expecting a sarcasticky satirical piece about how obnoxious helpful advice is? Well I hate to throw you all off (actually I think that’s fun HA) but this is actually going to be helpful advice. I know that some of you may…
The world tends to think of Bipolar as being mainly composed of these wild and crazy external behaviors… violence and crotch flashing and jumping off buildings and all sorts of salacious and scandalous and sexy exciting stuff But what people don’t realize is that Bipolar is mostly a silent internal suffering… much more akin to…
. Ugh I hate bringing this one up One of the worst parts of Bipolar is not being able to trust yourself…. or rather your own brain I have heard it time and time again People saying… I feel x, is this real?…or is this Bipolar? And I don’t think people realize the extent…
. . There is a thing that comes for us Here it comes you know what I mean you buzz for a few days you pause and wonder you think hmmm is there a down coming? but no everything is fine but then you feel it like a snake slithering up behind you and sliding…
. . this is another blast from my past for your enjoyment. I wrote this about 5 years ago nightmare nightmare nightmare. i wish it would all just go away. i am so tired of all the crap. of feeling like crap all the time. of trying and trying and grasping and grasping for some…
I’m going to share a little story…. it involves suicide ideation but suicide ideation as it is discussed at times by Bipolars with Bipolars…… and my guess is that the mental health pros in the audience…they may be here ya know…maybe be kind of horrified and think how serious and terrible this is. Hmm story…
I don’t know why I never thought about this before. Bipolar is totally completely 100% Gaslighting us. I just read the new post on Pride In Madness. She is fabulous. Â I love her stuff and you should totally read it. She has fantastic points about how the push towards “positive thinking” can sometimes cross into…
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